~ Cold As Frozen Ice ~

Well today is really a cooling yet quite frozen day for me, cold enough for me to have flu (unlucky T.T ) ... Not only today but I feel cold day by day since the last time before, embrace and heat not exist anymore for me, what I'm looking and imagining at surrounding is just a ice around and some frozen rocky, no more glow of sunset or beautiful flowers exist ... what a teribble day for me yet I don't know what to do and how to do it ... anyway, waiting and be patiening is a process for us to train stability (if you know what i mean) but I afraid that time will not come for having a nice and sweet time together ... To let go is somehow a better way and if you think carefully, you should know more >.< ...