~ Blur ~

Today is the day i totally down down down for sure .. a sense of stress and fearful feeling just overcome me and OMG, what the heck wrong with me ~ anyway, life is still life - there is no point to argue and judge everything now - kind of survival for this cruel world, happy or not, you involved till now .. exam and assignment are something you cant avoid for your college life, what to do? Without proper mood, I really cant study and concentrate .. I need adrenaline but I'm afraid that cant be give to me easily, something that is hard to achieve but I don't think I can get it .. believe it or not, it just a dream for me and I still stuck at there .. "thanks for letting me know but I will wait for eternity"