Headache ..

Such a cold and windy day today .. body feeling very weak as I have headache, flu and lung pain ~ luckily i got medicine to stay fit for today, phew ~ sick is getting on my nerves now, cant totally recover, seems hanging in the middle of the recovery process, so tired .. energy is being consumed to recover the sick, really damn blur now x.x

Hmm now in the middle of doing assignment, mind keeps fluctuating around in my head, just spin and spin around .. I'm the person who will keep thinking many things, keep worry and think till I tired, and I'm kinda jealous of something now ~ just a friend of mine and not too close, it just might be silly for me to feel like this but this is what am I feeling now ~ no offense on that ..

Sometimes thinking of "escape" from this world, well it just the meaning of going travel all around the world alone .. that is my dream since I'm a small kids .. I often ask my grandma, "what will be at the outside of this world?", she just answer me, close your eyes and imagine the happy things in your life now, although I don't know what is the meaning but I'm very happy with the answer, stick in my mind always .. well she is the best grandma i had followed by my grandpa, hope both of them always healthy and have last long life for me to bring them go around the world >.<

In other hand, the term "love" and "like" - I still can't differentiate it properly till today .. I want to hear the truth but who can tell me the most accurate and clear explanation? Jam in the middle of the thought now .. feeling want to drunk now, forget all those sad and unreliable things, haix ~ really good luck this time.